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Am I A Pedophile With/Or is it POCD??

2021.12.07 02:25 QuietAd474 Am I A Pedophile With/Or is it POCD??

I am shaking and terrified of the thought of being a pedophile. And I want an honestly opinion. So I'll be detailed and start from the beginning.
I'm 15 year old female. I experienced sexual assault at the age of 4/5 my half brother would make me perform oral on him.
Regarding this I've read a lot about abused becoming abusers. Could this be the case with me? Morally I would NEVER hurt a child the thought of ruining there life's and traumatizing them for my own gain is something I never want to do.
But I've started to think I was a pedophile because I found loli hentai arousing.. I also find myself watching porn where the female actresses have a small stature.
Then I put a fantasy age on her like "she's 12 and being fvcked"
That's horrible. And disgusting. But I got aroused by it.. Can't I just be normal?? Is there a way to stop those thoughts? Dose that mean I'm a pedophile?
I started looking into POCD as well. And found that I do all of these things. So could I be a pedophile that's terrified of being a pedophile?? Can that happen???
These are the Common questions I've seen:

  1. Are you terrorized with unwanted thoughts that you may be attracted to kids? (Yes)
  2. Do you assess your groinal response while looking at underage individuals or when you are in the same physical space as kids? For example, thinking things like “Do I feel more aroused by an attractive woman than this 8-year-old? Am I sexually aroused right now?” (yes)
  3. Are you avoiding places where kids may congregate such as parks, museums and zoos out of a fear of being physically aroused by children? (Yes)
  4. Have you done an Internet search for pedophilia and attempted to compare what you are reading to your current experience? For example, thinking things like “Pedophiles are attracted to prepubescent children. What if this isn’t pOCD and I’m actually just a pedophile?”
  5. Do you scan your sexual history for signs that may represent inappropriate behavior? For example, “When I was 10 I grabbed my sister’s butt. Does this mean I’m a sexual deviant? What about when I was 15 and thought a 13-year-old was attractive? Is this proof that I am attracted to 13-year-olds?” (yes)
  6. Are you putting off having kids out of a fear that you may act sexually inappropriate towards them? For example, thinking things like “I can not bring a child into this world if I am a risk to them. How can I even date someone knowing that I may be a pedophile?” (yes)
  7. In addition to immense anxiety, do you also feel overwhelming shame that you are having these thoughts? (Yes)
8 Have you chosen to watch pornography that clearly does not contain someone who is underage or abstained from pornography/any sexual behavior altogether? For example, thinking things like “Pedophiles watch child porn. I better watch something that is as far away from child porn as possible. Maybe I will cut out masturbation altogether so that these thoughts won’t come up.” (yes)
  1. Are you worried that others may think you are a pedophile? (Yes)
The fact I do all of these things is what confusing me.. My intrusive thoughts that get me off are pedofilic. But I'm terrified of the idea of being one..
Like I go out of my way to avoid children and when I find that I'm watching something thats weird like small porn stars like I said before or loli stuff I try to watch something else..
I know for a fact that I will never want to hurt a child as I know how horrible the feeling is to be sexually abused.. But just having these thoughts makes me disgusted with myself.. What do I do?
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Hi all.
As the title says, I recently got a new Canon M50. Bought an SD card for it (Sandisk ultra plus 128 GB, 130 MB/s, SCXD V10, 10 C) and it will not import any footage to my PC via cable.
I did use the wifi settings and while it did work with 1 video, it just took far to long and my battery died before it got to the second.
Any advice on new SD cards? I currently also use 2 Sony a6000’s with sandisk ultra plus 64GB, 80MB/s, SCXD V10 , 10C cards and they import all my videos just fine.
I’ve been researching all night and just can’t seem to find any conclusions so you are my last resort. Thanks a lot!
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Que podemos hacer? Acepto todo tipo de info, bares restaurantes, boliches, parques, lo que sea..
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Recently, I got really lucky in love and have started dating my wonderful boyfriend (22)! We've been going out for a bit over a week now and I've never been so happy! I've told everyone about him.... Everyone except Pia.
Pia is very distrusting of men and when I told her I had my first kiss earlier this year, she was extremely negative about it, telling me that I should've been more careful, especially because the boy (different from bf) I kissed wasn't even close to me at the time. I'm also a yumejoshi (in love with a fictional character) so I don't want her to think that I've fallen out of love with my favourite even though I'm equally in love, even more in love, with my bf too.
How should I tell her? I don't want to keep this a secret but then I don't wanna lose Pia's friendship either. Any advice is appreciated!
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All the smugn self righteous looks, paired with the shoulder shrugs, pointing to words that explain why they are so incredible along with the little dances just make me want to crawl under a blanket. WHY are we like this?? How is this considered acceptable and not at all humiliating? I don't get it. I can't watch. I usually don't but sometimes something pops up and I'm like WHYYYYY. Is this what other Moms are like?? I don't get out much. I think ill just stay home lol 😬
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