My unsuccessful dating life is causing me literal pain and heightened depression

2022.01.17 05:05 Major-Reflection My unsuccessful dating life is causing me literal pain and heightened depression

I know there is a post on this thread daily about how depressing dating is but I separately have diagnosed depression of my own and feel like the rejection I’ve gotten from dating has been triggering major depressive episodes; a painful reminder of how badly I want someone.
It’s such a double edged sword because I could just stay away from dating and try to save myself the added pain but I’m tired of feeling lonely, and I know a person can’t be the source of your happiness but I know I would be so much happier if I just had someone.
This past week, I’ve cried myself to sleep every night because I’m just so lonely and long so much for a relationship. I just want the intimacy so bad and sleeping alone another night hurts. I just want someone so bad. I miss sex but I also miss the little things like kissing, cuddling, and just that look in someone’s eyes where can see how much they’re into.
I know I’m a good person and would make a good partner. I have mental hinderances such as depression and anxiety but I still know how to have fun and pride myself in my ability to make people laugh and have a good time. I also genuinely care and really want to make someone happy and be there for them. I also feel like I’m attractive and have an amazing body but it feels like a curse because I don’t have anyone to share it with. I just don’t get dating. I really am trying. I feel like I have great conversation skills and even better flirting skills but idk if it’s that online dating gives people so many options, they’ve always got someone else or what…
Anyway, I am feeling really discouraged about dating especially because I really am trying and putting myself out there and feel like I have a lot to offer, I just can’t find anyone who can commit or isn’t flaky. I have this deep sadness that just erupts before bed because I just want someone to love and love me already.
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Javascript
I have a JavaScript file from a third party developer. It has a has link which replaces the current page with the target. I want to have this page opened in a new tab.
This is what I have so far:
if (command == 'lightbox') { location.href="?id=1642406786";} Can anyone help me out?
Answer link : https://codehunter.cc/a/javascript/javascript-location-href-to-open-in-new-window-tab
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2022.01.17 05:05 fayewrey Was triggered during sex fiance got super defensive???

So we typically are into somewhat nonvanilla sex. I enjoy role-playing and bondage and impact play. He's more into blow jobs and spit that sort of thing. Well yesterday we were going at it and he accidentally dripped spit onto my face, it triggered me because it felt like cum and I've had bad experiences in the past. I started crying and told him to please stop and he said what's wrong as I flew into a flashback and was frozen in place on the bed until I calmed myself down.
He was laying in bed sweating and reading his phone when I came to and turned over to lay in my side of the bed. I said sorry because trauma response , And he said " thanks for letting me know because I've been sweating over thinking I did something you didn't want me to. Me, still struggling to not disassociate from my body snapped at him and said he was selfish and I couldn't believe the lack of empathy he showed me in my time of need. I criticized his profession and expertise of it considering my experience and now I'm the asshole who made him uncomfortable.
There has been a lot of stress between us We just moved my period is super late( not pregnant stress does this) and work is up his ass due to omicron. But is that really maybe all this is. He knows about my past and traumatic experiences
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Im searching for sofa that meets
100~110 inches wide sofa w chaise
Hope chaise is longer than 70 inch
Wide depth seats and comfortable.
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Happens to me sometimes. Was having an awesome dream last night, realised it was a dream and refused to try changing or doing anything that would risk me waking up... a few dream minutes later and apparently I totally forgot I was dreaming.
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